Monday, 10 December 2012

A Performing Career...

I know it has been a while since I blogged, but I was on holidays! Yay!! Anyway, down to business.

Last night I had another opportunity to stare into the dark of the crowd with the powerful stage lights booming down on me. And again, it was another magical moment in my performing career, I had the privilege to perform with a very close friend of mine which made it even more special to me. However, this time on the other end of the performance things were different. My emotions were different, my physical symptoms were different, I felt different. You see this performance was the very last time I would perform in front of my former school body, my peers that had helped me through the difficulties of year 12, and of course the teachers that had been a constant rock and supporting foundation throughout my whole schooling life. Things were different this time. For the first time I came of shaking, and my emotions told me to cry, not be on a "performing high". I felt bizarre. I'm sure I will come across some of these people in my performing career to come, but it signified a definite end of a season. For those who have finished school, know the feeling I am trying to convey, for those who haven't quite got there yet, your time is coming. But It got me thinking, this is going to be my life now, I want to set off on a career of full on performing, and sometimes it is going to be a hard trot, but what would I do without the people around me that support and believe in me?

I want to say thank you to all you for even reading this blog. The support I see by just the numbers on a page is immense and I greatly appreciate it. I hope and pray that you will be apart of my journey, because I can't do it alone and God put people in my life and yours to support one another, to be an encouragement! I am excited for what is ahead, but also nervous, but I know this is what God wants for my life, He is the reason I write.

Grace and Peace everyone! 

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